The Spill

I’ll remind you
That I don’t know much
But I do know
About being afraid
Because I’ve been afraid
For a very long time
It's a feeling we share
I can tell
Because I can see it
Spilling out
The corners of your eyes
When you open them
Too far and too wide

And I too
Have tried to hide it
With words
Cool expressions of indifference
Desperate derision
Simple ignorance
Words hiding a refusal
To open our eyes
And see our fear
Spilling out
Onto our streets
Our pillows
And our lovers' laps